Sunny Monday...

Today is one of those days. I can't think rationally. One little thing goes wrong, and I'm in a tailspin. I can't keep it all in, but I can't get it all out. That horrible butterfly feeling won't quit. I'm trying. I can't do it. I can't not think. Worry consumes me, and I can't get away from it. I know it doesn't help. I know it won't make anything better. I make things worse, because I have to vocalize, and nothing I say makes a whole lot of sense. But I can't control it. How can I still be so weak? At this point in my life, I should really have a handle on my emotions. You would think.

You would think.